i feel alive.

yes, he made me feel alive again. i feel the flowers, the clouds, the breeze, stare at moon, have started loving stars, the rain, the music, the sounds of life.

i used to feel them before, some 8 yrs. before.

but, with time, lost touch with them.

i got acquainted to them again.

now, i go out at night on my terrace to watch the moon just thinking maybe he'll be doing the same somewhere too.

i feel the music of rain..... i feel the chrping of birds, i feel life, i feel positive.

my positive aspect comes into light

god shows me the way to move on, to move on to something very positive, he's giving me options, hasnyt decided anything for me,but, offered me options
i should experience this positive option
yes, this is the last chance
positive energy, thats what he is for me. i find him positive
hes my positive channel and i love him how can i ever tell him that i love him.

its so positive

something very positive........................

positive.

i took off from clinic today. i guess i needed rest both physically and mentally.there had been so topsy- turvy events last week, that i lost account of time. last week was good, preparing for the exam, and then appearing in it, fullfilled with hope and anxiety, it was nice to have that adrenaline rush again in the body which i always had during my exams in the college. some old memories revived. good, gives me a lessson that one should never stop learning and answering examinations. they keep us young and hearty.i felt like a college student again.

somethng goes in my heart. am i in love or this is an infatuation, or is he flirting with me. something in me says,- he can't flirt with you. but, if he is?i know im infatuated to him by this time but this needs a stop, ill have to stop myself before this infatuation lands me in a situation where i can't take a firm decision.